Friday, December 8, 2006

day 4/14. what i missed out.







i love this picture. it just makes me float. never fails to make me deliriously happy. it has such a soothing feeling, like nothing can make u upset....urmm..i must go read the bhagavat gita, that reminds me..




Now now. I am sure this question spirals through each and everyone of ur heads…u read several blogs.but somethings not right, RIGHT? Where in the world is day4/14? Now don’t tell me u didn’t realize it , notice it, see it there, wadever..wad? oh man, u all haven been paying much attention to my blog ! that’s disappointing stuff. Its heartwrenching. Very shocking to hear….How could u all not? Boo.

Okay enough drama mama all. Now what did I do on day4/14.that was just yesterday. Oops I have amnesia. I cant remember. Erm. Let me start from the reverse, frm wad I did at night. I was fumbling through my timetabling, searching for last minute class schedules that could match my freeslots. I did that from like eleven plus till 2plus. Time just flew.

OH YEA, now everything hits me. I mean it. From the bottom of my heart. I got up like 3plus. Quite a struggle there, as usual. I usually lay in bed with my stuffed dog, den rite, before I get up I open my eyes and stare at its nice black beady eyes.its been with me for 18 or 19years already I think. I really treasure it. Huge sentimental value. Nah ah, never throwing it away, even by mistake. Noone’s taking it away from me!!anyway I left for tuition. The house was quiet, parents were napping. I tucked into lunch watching this talk show featuring Orlando bloom, (he doesn’t look very hot, but reasonably pleasant looking)..so yea. I reached tanahmerah. Bus took a freaking long while to come I must admit. Cut long story short. Tuition session was weird. The boy was acting really strange. Heard a lot of complains from the maid. I was taken aback. I shall spare u all the details, but they are very unbecoming of a ten year old kid. I swear im becoming best friends with her already. female bonding time I tell you. Over tea and biscuits, I was just looking at him and wondering wads going in thru that 10year old’s mind. I took up the challenge, to use these holidays to analyse his behavior more closely. If im telling u this, It means that he really isn’t like any ordinary kiddo. Believe me when I say this. U had better.






tts him. he has this ultra cute "come pinch me" face right?


hahaha. well well....









Then yea, I had to get my mind off the session. I was pissed . But well I told myself repeatedly,, “that boy has something going on thru him, no point u getting worked up now”. So I calmed myself down, gave him lots of work to do, said bye to the maid, and left quietly. He just sat there starring at me leave, usually he wld be all noisy and running up to me saying bye. Zilch. Nothing today. Its okay. really. I wasn’t complaining. I don’t need constant attention. I treasure quiet moments too.

Met prakash for dinner. I admit I was a lot happier by the end of it. I enjoyed a nice plate of seafood noodles, and he had black pepper chicken rice , AND prata bomb, hahaha. and there were plenty of people around us, families, couples, plain friends, reaching into their plates of food anxiously and sipping their cups of hot tea, milo and indulging in their cold chocolatey milo dinosaurs!! We had some good laughs, caught up with life and had a good walk back to the bus stop. He is really funny person, never failing to make me laugh. I feel like a kid again everytime im out with him. Bliss.

That’s wad I missed out. Now u got it all proper. I was cracking my head over why I failed to post all this out earlier. Must be the letargy. Plus I was worrying about the subject registration and lost sleep over it. Today, right now as I do this, I am a lot happier and lighter…. :)





this picture is really funny ! all so innocently cute, at that tender young age.. haha. yeah, more to come.... :)




Take care!
Be good everyone….

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