heyozz..

times hv changed. and the winds are blowing in a different direction, steering me towards certain regions ive not dared to explore for sometime. i am more or less a free bird who roughly knows wad she feels. i dont wanna spend time on redundant issues, nor wld i wanna be a part of sth more complex den a spider web. i need my life to be peaceful, error-free, and my feelings to be in check. i dont need reassurance ALL the TIME. just a plain remembrance is all tt i wld need. a msg a week, a call fortnightly.. an initiative to meet up maybe once a week... is tt alot to ask for? if it is, just smsing wld be fine already. tt shows that we are still friends. right now, there is nth to label this as friendship. zehro, zilch, merci, but this is what it is.

i dont wanna stare and revisit the track tt leads to the closed door. i have drifted off to another path to a wide open door. i haven entered it yet just exploring and enjoying the path tt leads to it.... its been a long time.

i hv a hardened crust yet again, but my core is boiling intermittently. Internally i hv become more supple. ive been working too hard. its time to let lose abit.

i need to enjoy the finer things in life, w/o stress pressure or tension.

i want this world to be a happier place.

some answers hv finally surfaced. my myelinated dendrons and axons hv sent the specific signals to the neurons in my brain, limbs, heart etc, releasing certain Neurotransmitters frm the many vesicles found at the nerve endings..

NTs include : "hatred-ine..", "ignorancilin" , " heck-alinne..." etc etc

direct application of biopsych here, dont mind me.

okay some good news.

PICS!!

post kacheri exclusive... how is it?

looking sweet?

i lurveee my sari. someone commented on friendster i looked hot , in a pityful typical indian ahbeng lingo... gdness. more shocking den pleasant. sighz.

looking abit tired. but of course, always having time to smileeee... :-)

yeah and i love the combi of colours on my saree.

and lately i attended a wedding. temple + lunch reception at the banana leaf appollo. iwas feelingmore stressed den the wedding couple for some reason.. LOL..

k k i only hv energy for this entry. the rest have to wait. time to sleep. ive been having early mornings and late nights since the start of this week. dont i deserve some ounce of relaxation. like REAL i am gg to get it....

oof its sat tml!! (phew in french)

auvoir!

:D