wad an entry.

this is my blog. today i shall write down how im feeling.

right now its 1150pm. im very tired.usually im not.but unusually i am. i went to visit my tuition girls family today.they were very nice hospitable ppl, the kids are adorable.ill be the tutor for the p6 girl. apparently she has 'exam paper stress'. i can go on but im tired. sigh.





its 1153pm. just heard my fren is acting in NUS samarpanam..


1155pm. my fren's wedding is tml. i thought sun. so tml can't watch transformers with him.


1158pm. i find myself on friendster searching for my going-to-ROM friend's profile.sharks, cant find.





12.01am. hmmm. my mum is yawning. i agree im quite disappointed. but its okay. atleast i practiced my varnam just now.





12.03am my fren asked if i wanna chat on the phone now. No way.. i cant talk on e phone at nite., unless for one exception.





12.04am i think im hallucinating and jaded. i shldnt go on. its not gd. i feel high. and very exhausted.and i cant find my fren's profile..wth.





12.05am ... what am i thinking abt...?





12.06am..since last sat have been thinking alot abt this person.. i really wonder why and how it started.. :P





12.10am..i m actually giving my fren an explanation abt dating..wah lau..





12.12am..i nearly had a fight w my fren cos he said he wanted to date me one day.





12.13am.. i miss u-know-who, tho i acted angry towards him that day, i actually do treasure him. i just dont know how to show certain things.. sigh.. but i do hold him deeply in my heart.





12.13am.. i shld go slp..








12.14am. lets see when i can meet him next. can't wait ... he and his white specs.. :)

12.16am.. i wish it was a wkday. nowadays wkends arent great. just more tuition.. :-(

12.17am. argh.monday got lessons. so much to study! am i getting stressed..cannot..

12.18am. i miss him. bleh. i had to type that again. cos i genuinely do. i told him, i express alot of things thru words and smses.. not via speaking. i hope its not bad. :(