after july. till now.

its been many months.. from july til now, many things hv taken plc in my life. a short summary.

1. i started semester 1 of my third year. and boy, it was a ride to remember, honestly. taking all of us by shock and causing us many many many sleepless nights. we went feverish and giddy to school, especially every thurs cos of statistics!!! gosh, that was one hell of a module..every week had to submit a report..not one, not two pages, but a hefty 10-15page long report!!

2. i went for a hosting audition. i think i was successful, i dunno, hv to wait til they call me up.. my fellow friend, also having my name, ended up in a food show.. really cool stuff..

3. i got called up for some shoots for tamil dramas and all. went for a couple

4. my tuition schedule got even moreeeee hectic, with 6 kids to manage!!! and two having Os..u know how demanding it all became!? everyone wanted a part of me!!

5. i had a two day sch week. u all must be saying, unfair. but let me tell u, there were many many cons to it. i mean, yeah i got more sleep, which is undescribably impt for me, but i had many many more obligations, such as tuition and singing lessons.

6. i had temple performances to do, in sept.

7. oh yeah my bday came and went, just like that. lol.the moment i turned 21, i felt super super super old ,trust me, not a veryy nice feeling, but i enjoyed and embraced it. :)

8.exams started inching nearer and nearer. my laptop lcd gave problems, stil giving problems actually haha.

9. i came into touch with my pri sch senior saravanan. he was interesteeeeed in me.

10. contemplation after oct end, and i decided days before deepavali, it cannot work out. i told him so, adamantly he said he wld stil pursue this issue. i said hmph.

11. deepavali came, whee, i bought more saris.

12. went our more often with my parents, and cousin. it was gd. family fun.

13. dun really remember gg out with my friends much.hmmm. tts sad eh?

14. vik aka white specs went ns in july. he called me a few times here and there, but everything stopped after deepavali.

15. amala, my babydoll,got hospitalised..but she is happily att! so glad for her.

16. devan said he was att, but apparently he lied.

17. my mum went for dental checkups at nuh.

18. i got a new samsung K3Qb touchpad mp3 for my bday.. :) thks daddy. ure da best.

19. It pulled my leg, by pretending to die. the charger got abit muddled, tts all.

20. i had many dreams..many many.

21. studied wit bala in sch a couple of times. also met ranjani in sch.

22. exams were alrite. the studying part was crazy, but not as crazy as STATISTICS!!

23. thinesh asked me whether i had feelings for him. hmm. i said i never saw him that way. his fren was disappointed.

24. i realised my parents meant alot to me, im prepared to throw away other nonsense for them, just for them.

25. hmmm. i got gastric a couple of times.

26. my carnatic teacher praised me and explained my potential to my parents.

27. ryan admitted he stil missed me, and wanted to meet me in dec when hes back frm aussie.

28. i bought moree clothes.

29. i accidently met hema after she returned to spore!

30. realised me and sara are poles apart. in terms of looks, expressions,etc. i mean thoughts wise we may be similar, but that doesnt show anything.

31. ken is flying off on 27th!! going to miss him super super alot :(

32. some of my old old juniors started adding me on friendster! such a nicee feeling.

33. i lost some weight! :)

34. i made new frennnssss. its always gd to widen yr social network!



alot of things, alot of thoughts. but i realised in this journey, that some ppl hv made a very gd impression on my parents till today, while some have never and will never. its sad really, when u get flashbacks. the kind of person uve wanted cannot be there for u anymore, nor can the person(s) who wants u have u. sad eh. as i inch towards 22, i think this life is going to get alot more interesting. tho im technically old, my parents stil think im their cute lil girlie..but i wanna be that way with them, i love being showered with all their love.its okay if they think ive not grown up, cos ill pretend like i haven with them.. but i ll show my true self with others definitely..