tsk tsk

its been a wonderful few weeks. thus far ive slept quite alot, dealt with my cramps very effectively, hung out with my close grp of galfrens and had a few outings, like iceskating for hours,hanging out at eateries in tekka, watching a movie at yishun that was totally fun, chilling out session at starbucks and running into a few other ole time friends there, shopping for prezzies, attending my friend's 21st at a chalet and the list will stretch in the coming days with more plans taking place.. its been blissful really.

i must say i haven had proper meet-ups with my close psych gang of friends..the gang is dispersing.perhaps noone really initiates anything..i dun blame them or anything.. like what kenneth says, its not much of gang already.everyone has their own lives, friends, bfs, family, work, etc to attend to. so what does that leave us with? Today's much awaited simpang bedok outing was postponed. i hope it somehow takes place soon, but i mite be wrong. on the 27th ,one member of our "gang" leaves for seattle. our grp identity has faded, and it nears extinction soon, as we approach the start of our last year. this wasn't sth we had expected, once we were those twinkle eyed grp of freshies, making strong bonds.what has happened now? or am i thinking too much ,like kenneth? :(

i have a fear..a fear i wont get the kind of honours beside my BA(psych). getting a degree is one thing..but i hv always wanted to do my masters. i mean, its not impossible. but looking at the way things are going (stupid Stats..and the ever smart ppl in psych), i am suddenly afraid. this fear has been plaguing me ever since Stats came into my life last sem, and now the fear seems to hv multiplied as i near the end.. i always wanna make my parents proud..i just dun want to end up with some third class, no point in getting, hons. haiz.

and today, i was thinking, why not be a teacher. go to NIE after getting my degree, and after 2 yrs ill be at some sec sch teaching. i can do that part time while working somewhere else as a counsellor or sth, if its possible. i do feel the calling to be a teacher...especially since i see so much i can do with my kids, why not do it as a profession?